black coffee cup reflection -
i've seen this look in my eyes on others peoples faces that i said i never wanted to be like...
there's just too much to live for
to sit around this room bored, wanting more, waiting for something to knock on my door...
here's to new beginnings...
here's to someting more...
here's to you and your dreams
and everything you...
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i've seen this look in my eyes on others peoples faces that i said i never wanted to be like...
there's just too much to live for
to sit around this room bored, wanting more, waiting for something to knock on my door...
here's to new beginnings...
here's to someting more...
here's to you and your dreams
and everything you...
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and so i stepped up to her, ignoring
the mindless drivel the heart sang,
and i placed my order:
brunette, petite,
experienced lips; memory told me
her name was amelie, but then
i'd always liked that name,
hadn't i?
the girl behind the counter -- not bad herself,
not bad at all -- smiled tiredly,
easily: "will that be for here
or to go?" she...
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the mindless drivel the heart sang,
and i placed my order:
brunette, petite,
experienced lips; memory told me
her name was amelie, but then
i'd always liked that name,
hadn't i?
the girl behind the counter -- not bad herself,
not bad at all -- smiled tiredly,
easily: "will that be for here
or to go?" she...
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mylf:
Yeah, I'm working on the nerve with the guy.
The doc said he might have a reaction but if it didn't show up by Thurs he was pretty much in the clear. Liar.
right back at ya.
The doc said he might have a reaction but if it didn't show up by Thurs he was pretty much in the clear. Liar.
right back at ya.
jp:
Let me know what the scoop is. I've been wondering what you've been thinkin or planning....
Nobody believes me when I tell them emotions are dangerous... I know she didnt. She would just smile lightly, hug my shoulders and tell me it would be alright. At times like that I was split in two. Part of me was recoiling, retreating from the danger, and part of me was falling into her trust. Her trust was too enticing.
I hate the night...
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nadine:
...i'm back sorta....well not really but only briefly.....
xxanastasiaxx:
emotions are only dangerous when you believe that love and happiness comes from someone else and when they are gone you are left with nothing.
The happiness that comes from someone else is momentary, loving and learning to make yourself happy lasts a lifetime.
accept that things are as they should be. whether you feel it's fair or not.
trust that if things are meant to change they will.
Live and love without expectations and you will never be disappointed.
Realize that there is suffering and an end of suffering
& until you have wept deeply and have learned to accept
you will never sleep.
The happiness that comes from someone else is momentary, loving and learning to make yourself happy lasts a lifetime.
accept that things are as they should be. whether you feel it's fair or not.
trust that if things are meant to change they will.
Live and love without expectations and you will never be disappointed.
Realize that there is suffering and an end of suffering
& until you have wept deeply and have learned to accept
you will never sleep.
Humans, what can you do??? Just because a woman's playing at a new playground doesn't mean there is no love. Women are needy, highly sensitive, and observant creatures. They also have a tendency to form misguided assumptions (haven't told her you love her like you do every morning before work? she's going to speculate on that. didn't give a smile she finds worthy? she'll speculate...
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xxanastasiaxx:
whoa..sensory overload...
1-journal entry- while SOME of that MAY be true let us not forget the most important part... Woman (with a little help from PMS and a dose of legal speed) will KICK YOUR ASS!
2- that frog is HOTT...
3-anytime a girl mentions beating someone into submission with a crowbar, I smile. (gotta love those NYC girls)
4- Coffee and motrin- the breakfast of champions!
5- The Patriots suck but Boston rules!
Ps. protein shake..*smacks self in the forhead* damn!..
1-journal entry- while SOME of that MAY be true let us not forget the most important part... Woman (with a little help from PMS and a dose of legal speed) will KICK YOUR ASS!
2- that frog is HOTT...
3-anytime a girl mentions beating someone into submission with a crowbar, I smile. (gotta love those NYC girls)
4- Coffee and motrin- the breakfast of champions!
5- The Patriots suck but Boston rules!
Ps. protein shake..*smacks self in the forhead* damn!..
xxanastasiaxx:
wait a minute..
I just re-read that entry...
I just re-read that entry...
Sometimes I feel like I'm going nowhere...just floating, being.
And I think, on occasion, that a child might be nice - that it would give me a greater sense of purpose. And though I think that's true, it's a selfish reason. One day I'll know where I'm heading (I hope). Or maybe that's an illusion, too. Maybe I'm already there and I don't even realize...
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And I think, on occasion, that a child might be nice - that it would give me a greater sense of purpose. And though I think that's true, it's a selfish reason. One day I'll know where I'm heading (I hope). Or maybe that's an illusion, too. Maybe I'm already there and I don't even realize...
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xxanastasiaxx:
"How about, 3 xanax, 7 Coor's light, 2 red bull and Jaeger, and 1/2 bottle of shiraz"?
is that what you ingested last night or are you playing let's make a deal?
Ok, I'll play...
hmmmm...
I'm willing to give you my kingdom for an aspirin? what more could you want?
give me the xanax, the vicodins, a bottle of shiraz, A bottle of rasberry stoli to go with the red bulls, the Jaeger and a few microbrews to go with it and I will try to pace myself
and you can have whatever you want.
There are No REFUNDS & NO EXHANGES, No complaining to managment, and broken parts are non-replaceable.
This offer will most likely expire as soon as I have a few cups of coffee and figure out where the hell I left my senses last night.
HURRY!
is that what you ingested last night or are you playing let's make a deal?
Ok, I'll play...
hmmmm...
I'm willing to give you my kingdom for an aspirin? what more could you want?
give me the xanax, the vicodins, a bottle of shiraz, A bottle of rasberry stoli to go with the red bulls, the Jaeger and a few microbrews to go with it and I will try to pace myself
and you can have whatever you want.
There are No REFUNDS & NO EXHANGES, No complaining to managment, and broken parts are non-replaceable.
This offer will most likely expire as soon as I have a few cups of coffee and figure out where the hell I left my senses last night.
HURRY!
heavenlystranger:
thanks for the comment and the missing. i'm here. i'm just lurking.
h.s.
h.s.
She comes around on a Thursday night,
With a six pack of Becks and a lot on her mind,
Ive got to work tomorrow at eight A.M.,
I find two glasses that have not been used,
She follows me into my room,
She plays that same R.E.M. record again
We've got nowhere to go so we're heading nowhere,
She demands nothing from me but late...
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With a six pack of Becks and a lot on her mind,
Ive got to work tomorrow at eight A.M.,
I find two glasses that have not been used,
She follows me into my room,
She plays that same R.E.M. record again
We've got nowhere to go so we're heading nowhere,
She demands nothing from me but late...
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heavenlystranger:
thank you for the wonderfil compliment. kisses right back at you. did you write that?
h.s.
h.s.
"Jimmy cracked corn and I don't care."
What kind of a fucking attitude is that?
What kind of a fucking attitude is that?
invisigirl:
haha! you're right--jimmy's cool--poor guy... lol
i'm good. i'm still trying to get used to working. i wish i was this tired from working at a job i actually wanted. ugh.
have a great day!
i'm good. i'm still trying to get used to working. i wish i was this tired from working at a job i actually wanted. ugh.
have a great day!
mylf:
That's MY fucking attitude!!!
.
Black it out
Like a war-torn city
Black it out
I still deny
I will decide
I will deny
Positively charged most of the time
Take a breath and toe the line
I never want to fill this space...
Block it out
When the bright light's hurting
Block it out
Still pretend
It all depends
I will pretend
That nothing went wrong along the way...
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Like a war-torn city
Black it out
I still deny
I will decide
I will deny
Positively charged most of the time
Take a breath and toe the line
I never want to fill this space...
Block it out
When the bright light's hurting
Block it out
Still pretend
It all depends
I will pretend
That nothing went wrong along the way...
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supernovice:
Holyfuckingbajesus.... I just checked last nights Lotto numbers and I matched the first 3... Almost shit myself as I was going down the list and thought I'd won... Instead of 2 Mil, I've won a whopping 5 dollars....
"Apparently today is not my day..."
"Apparently today is not my day..."
jp:
You feel better.
see...domestic chores can be fun...
You know the lines.
http://absoluteshakespeare.com/plays/henry_V/a4s3.htm
L&R