supernovice

One at a time,
Constants become surreal.
One at a time,
Heart attacks are concealed.
I can see that I
Lose the joys of life.
One at a time,
Suicides are revealed.
You will see that I lost another life.
But tonight...

I'll let you tear it up.
If you don't wake me up.
But if you tear it,
We can't repair it.
So, please...
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in the back of my mind, a voice speaks-
spells out the master plan.
now, i know.
she swings, with the ease of a hammer,
from the truth down through the past,
and I know:
what's right, went wrong,
from when it started,
to this, the finish.
i'll try to find
a place in your new life...
set the fire
and cover your tracks.
time...
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now that alterna-rock's officially dead
and all the white kids dress just like Eminem...
i remember Michael on his "Victory" tour
back then he was black but now im not... sure?

punk rock was cool,
yea, i remember it then-
but it could never, ever happen again (the real stuff).

that "Bizkit" band, man, they sure went limp,
just like the wrist of my cousin...
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So, how was I supposed to know that when I was carving the top off of the pumpkin, it would totally freak "girl" out if I was chanting, "Allahu Akbar"???

Give a guy a break. Geesh..

DAYUM!

"In my kingdom, there shall be BLING-dom!"

you gotta be
kidding me.
i'm through with you girl, anyway...
i'll wait for you; i always do.
it's dumb, but i want to anyway.

so here we are, stuck in hell.
same old game, we know it well -
i don't mind... anyway.
spark it up and numb me, on and off again.
oh, what the hell...
i don't mind... anyway.

been sittin' here....
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Oh the years they go
and I'm still standing in my grave...
You're the tear that burns my great mistake.
Wish I could pick you up but
I'm still dangling by a thread.
So unravel me in misery
With nothing to lose;
nothing to say...

I'll find a way-
to be, to love, to fight-
anything to feel that I'm alive.
I'll get you back...
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Wake up, coughing, tired, with my face in my hands,
staring at the window as the sunlight
demands action - all the energy it takes to close these bedroom blinds.
Wrote this selfish sadness on a bathroom wall,
spent half the span of some lost culture's rise and fall,
but I'm as clueless as a drooling four year old.
Still hoping I might find the...
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Ninjas can kill anyone they want! Ninjas cut off heads ALL the time and don't even think twice about it. These guys are so crazy and awesome that they flip out ALL the time. I heard that there was this ninja who was eating at a diner. And when some dude dropped a spoon the ninja killed the whole town. My friend Mark said that...
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