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Well, my love life continues its neverending streak of me getting absolutely nowhere. The girl I've been spending like six hours a day with for like a month now, we finally sat down and talked. You guessed it- she just wants to be friends. Which is cool, but damnit, I wanted more.

She said something about how if I had met her at a time in her life when she wasn't so messed up, she probably would've gone for me, but I don't know if she meant that, or if it was just something she said to make me feel better. Maybe she'll change her mind. Probably not. I feel like crying. For some reason I don't.