So after mom hung up on me yesterday she called back, right? Left me this message about how she was sorry, she new she was having problems and could I please be patient with her. That was nice. But I guess that wasn't enough so she e-mailed, too.
She called a couple of times tonight also. She went to her dr visit and apparently had a great time. Jeesh. I just didn't have the...what do you call it?...patience to talk to her tonight. I really should have taken the call(s) but my brain is tired from her ups and downs and I just don't feel like being hung up on again.
When I was a little kid and mom and dad were being nuts i.e. themselves I used to run from the house and go hide in the wheat field or go to the stream and catch crawdads and tadpoles. I so found myself feeling like that today.
2,500 miles from mom and it's still not far enough away. I guess I could flick her just like I flicked dad (have I told you the story of how he tried to bamboozle me for a shitload of money? It's a good story. Maybe I'll blog it someday) but she really is trying.
Found a recipe for chocolate stout cookies so I made some today. They didn't really turn out all that well. Even my dog Juno wouldn't eat them.
And I've been thinking about HIM all day too and that always puts me in a pouty faced mood.
My night ended up well though. I took Juno to the dog park. There was a cute guy there and I enjoyed just sitting and watching him throw a frisbee to his dog. Then on the way home a guy in a car just like mine pulled up next to me...top down and stereo too loud...just like me. We smiled at each other a weaved in and out a couple of times. He honked and waved when I turned off. It was nice. I really needed to feel like I'm pretty today since I feel like such crap.
She called a couple of times tonight also. She went to her dr visit and apparently had a great time. Jeesh. I just didn't have the...what do you call it?...patience to talk to her tonight. I really should have taken the call(s) but my brain is tired from her ups and downs and I just don't feel like being hung up on again.
When I was a little kid and mom and dad were being nuts i.e. themselves I used to run from the house and go hide in the wheat field or go to the stream and catch crawdads and tadpoles. I so found myself feeling like that today.
2,500 miles from mom and it's still not far enough away. I guess I could flick her just like I flicked dad (have I told you the story of how he tried to bamboozle me for a shitload of money? It's a good story. Maybe I'll blog it someday) but she really is trying.
Found a recipe for chocolate stout cookies so I made some today. They didn't really turn out all that well. Even my dog Juno wouldn't eat them.
And I've been thinking about HIM all day too and that always puts me in a pouty faced mood.
My night ended up well though. I took Juno to the dog park. There was a cute guy there and I enjoyed just sitting and watching him throw a frisbee to his dog. Then on the way home a guy in a car just like mine pulled up next to me...top down and stereo too loud...just like me. We smiled at each other a weaved in and out a couple of times. He honked and waved when I turned off. It was nice. I really needed to feel like I'm pretty today since I feel like such crap.
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Depending on weather conditions, there are some good flying sites near Tillamook, both on the coast and in some inland hills. There is a very reliable site outside of Morton, Washington (about a 2 hour drive). An awesome site outside of Medford, and some good flying at Pine Mountain in bend. However you slice it you are in for some driving. What are your favorite sports/activities?
Nathan Fillion. Ha! He could deliver "Whore" the way Samuel Jackson delivers "Motherfucker!"