Friday Nov 14, 2003

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hello.

i need some randomness again today... if you all aren't out drinking or hanging out on this lovely(?) friday.
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_6deana9_:
and swans south of the equator are black biggrin
rxqueen:
noopy, i called you aboutttttt....2 minutes ago.
i can't sleep cos my headache is taking over like the new kids on the block in the 90's. IM me or call me or something
i misss you.

kiss

Thursday Nov 13, 2003

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who wants to be my sugar mommy? (if there is such a thing)

i don't have any shame or pride. i'd like it if i had a girl to buy me things and spoil me rotten. wink

well, maybe i would feel a little bad... but then i'd get over it. smile

(rxqueen, don't be jealous... you'll benefit, too... smile )
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olsen:
ALLUSHINATIONS. (okay the funny part is that I really thought I typed "hallucinatnioons" Hell. Tries again: "Hallucinations" that shouldn't be hard). I really am tired.

Hallucinations. You are right.
godlessnerd:
HAHA!

Doesn't every person want a sugar daddy/mommy??? Unfortunately, only a select few get the extreme privelage of actually having one.

Wednesday Nov 12, 2003

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it's bedtime.

sleep tight all.

love kiss
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rxqueen:
haha don't take godlessnerd seriously.
he calls soda "pop".
rxqueen:
*back online*
*checks watch*
hmmm 5 to 7 and no superficial yet
LAME biggrin

Wednesday Nov 12, 2003

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phew. tragedy averted.

as you all know... the internet takes some of the joke out of jokes and emphasizes certain things more than it should.

i'm so happy i don't feel like that anymore... rxqueen, i love you like whoa. (to steal your phrase) biggrin
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cedar:
:::wipes forhead::: fhew! i don't like drama.
rxqueen:
shake yr butt!


whoa, not to hard!
kiss

Tuesday Nov 11, 2003

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have you ever felt like you were two people at once?

i have this one side that is extremely happy... it wants to do everything that i never got a chance to do. it wants to take chances and live life. it wants to be in love. it wants to feel and experience everything!

then there's the other side... the one that's lonely. the one...
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csilla:
aww hunny i know how you feel. i have a crush on you and someone else remember?! hehe. but in all seriousness i know what you mean. especially about the two people thing.. i'll try to be online so we can talk ok. i miss that!!! and you!! kiss

xoxoxo csilla
audio:
kiss kiss

thats to make you feel better. dont forget j, this is still all new. you went from feeling completely like shit not that long ago to being completely in love. ak. of course youre gonna feel torn between these two personalities. i know how youre feeling right now. im torn between being happy and making someone happy and right now theyre both just as important to me. you just have to figure things out as you go. if you like rx, then see her when you can. i know one of the problems from your last relationship was the too much money spending... maybe you should just try and do what you have to do to make yourself happy for now. avoid other relationships. remember if all works out youll be living near rx soon enough. but thatll never happen if you spend all your money before that.

anyways, just try and focus on yourself. need to be happy.

kiss

Monday Nov 10, 2003

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more random thoughts needed...

this time it's to get rid of the thoughts of prickly cat junk. (see yesterdays journal wink )

why is it that where there's a ton of people around i feel more and more alone?

i felt so loved last night and today, though... double digit journal comments, yay! smile
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jora:
You miss me, eh? Somehow I find that hard to believe, but if you say so.

Yes, I have a working dryer!!! Some other guy came at 8:15am. Early, but who cares when I can dry clothes? It's the highlight of my boring-ass life actually.

I'd like to have fun on my vacation too, but I feel pretty down and empty. That makes me want to stay in seclusion and sleep. Errrrrrr.
csilla:
sorry i havent been arouned much lately. but you know you can always talk to me. just hang in there. and dont forget to visit me next time smile we'll have a blast and youll forget all your worries smile

xo csilla kiss

Sunday Nov 09, 2003

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i had a long day at work today. i wanted to go get something to drink, but the liquor store closed at least 7 minutes early. frown

i'm probably just gonna sit here on the internet, unless i can get ahold of some friends. (which i haven't been able to do much lately.)

i have tomorrow off, though. that's a good thing, but i have a...
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godlessnerd:
You are damn right it is! You should have some dude.

Poor girl cat is right. they are all so much bigger than her too, she is so fragile. I feel sorry for her, she has no friends.
_6deana9_:
i despise catz.

Saturday Nov 08, 2003

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much love to rxqueen!!!

she's the best... thanks!!! biggrin kiss

today wasn't a bad day... some weird shit happened. nothing too bad, just odd and not what i was expecting.

deftones tix came in the mail today!!! yay!!! biggrin i can't wait. i hope that audio is still coming to meet us there.

i'll catch you all on the flipside... errrr something! wink biggrin
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posh:
where is this deftones concert since audio may be going to it?
olsen:
3am is my normal bedtime too

Friday Nov 07, 2003

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well, i stood up to him. he squirmed a little. i've never seen that mother fucker squirm. it was delightful.

we'll see what happens next.

i'm feeling alive with reckless abandon. biggrin
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cedar:
frown ...thanks... kiss
olsen:
Crime-make, but not a criminal. The difference is in whether or not I've been caught. No criminal lifestyle for me.

Thursday Nov 06, 2003

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to clarify: i didn't make out in the car (though, i am not above that wink ) i merely went on a car ride to get to the special girl (rxqueen) so that we could make out. smile

edit: above... the wording is horrible on my part... making out wasn't the only reason for visiting rxqueen. i like her. she makes me happy. love

so, today...
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rxqueen:
yeah thats much better smile
and that force, the opposite one.
its got NOTHIN' on me.
so its definitely NOT equal.

bukkakegod:
id drive to go make out with RXQueen too. but like, 13 miles away is just soooo mcuh frown
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