superficial

bittersweet is the word that best sums up my week. it was a little more sweet than bitter which is good, though...

i had amazing company... my favorite person in the whole world spent a few days with me. it would have been better if i didn't have to work most of the time she was here but overall i had a good time with her when we were together. so that part was the "sweet".

the "bitter" part was luckily short-lived thanks to a good phone conversation, a note and some co-workers who acted like they care. i was afraid that my only option was going to be acting like a "robot", again... and the thought of that terrified and deeply upset me. i don't want to stop feeling ever again...