superficial

i slept like a rock when i made it to bed last night... i think the theory is true. i woke up early this morning after having a dream about her, though. i hope that everything is ok... it's kinda fucked up that i've been remembering a dream here and there lately. i never remember my dreams. i wonder if it has anything to do with the fact that i've been feeling again. i haven't been numb and robot-like like i have been in past 8 months or so. i had a tendency to deal with my emotions and problems by avoidance and apathy. anyway, back to the dream... it's even more weird that my dream had real people from my life in it. i woke up in such a weird and concerned mood. i really do hope she's ok.

it sucks that grey days seem more grey when the person that you care the most about isn't around. i miss her.

i hope everyone is having a good weekend. mine hasn't been that bad so far...