superficial

so... my birthday wasn't that horrible... i went to my mom's house and hung out with my dad, mom and sisters. my brother didn't call or show up. i missed natalie like whoa. i didn't feel like going out and doing anything... so, i didn't. i sat and talked with my mom and sisters for quite awhile and i made my one sister laugh so hard she fell out of the chair... so, i'd have to say that was the "highlight" even though i don't remember what i said that made her laugh so hard. heh. yeah.

one thing that was weird... nobody even got me a card... i got three little dollar store presents from my mom and sisters... but no cards. not that i really care... but that's not like my family.

it's been a fucked up few months.

anyway below is a survey i borrowed (and removed a couple questions) from Adore's journal... who borrowed it from Starr's. i usually don't do these things... but here goes:

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: jeremy
Birthday: yesterday
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'8"-ish
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: a little of this a little of that
The Shoes You Wore Today: i'm not wearing any yet... but i'll wear my vans rowley xlt's later.
Your Weakness: only one? i'd have to say one of the major ones is "dealing" with problems by avoidance
Your Fears: rejection, talking to people i don't already know...
Your Perfect Pizza: i haven't had a pizza i didn't like! (the best ones i've had so far have been with natalie in manhattan.)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to be a more caring and loving person to those around me.
Thoughts First Waking Up: i miss her.
Your Best Physical Feature: haha, who the fuck knows?
Your Bedtime: when i get there.
Pepsi or Coke: mountain dew is better than both.
MacDonalds or Burger King: ehhh... somewhere else preferably.
Single or Group Dates: haven't been on too many "group dates"
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: both
Do you Smoke: not anymore
Do you Swear: in moderation unless i'm pissed
Do you Sing: sometimes
Do you Shower Daily: at least! sometimes more than once a day!
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: been there, done that
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: some days
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: i don't think i'm fugly.
Are you a Health Freak: haha, not at all.
Do you get along with your Parents: yeah, for the most part
Do you like Thunderstorms: uh huh.
Do you play an Instrument: a little guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: not really
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no way.
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: yes
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: a clip from kinkos
Ever been Drunk: hell yeah
Ever been called a Tease: i don't think seriously...
Ever been Beaten up: sorta by bouncers once... my glasses made out worse than i did.
Ever Shoplifted: nothing major
How do you want to Die: wow, i don't want to think about that.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: who knows.
What country would you most like to Visit: i haven't even been west of chicago... i'd like to see more of america first... then i'll think about that.