superficial

hello all... i'm back for at least a month. i got bored the other night and joined again...

lots and lots of shit has happened in the past four months or so since i've been around here. it's been hard. i've been pretty stressed out and borderline depressed. i used a lot of faulty logic (a.k.a. "jeremy logic") , indifference and avoidance to deal with the crappy turn of fate i was dealt and ended up losing a good thing. (basically, i pushed away a person i loved and cared about very much by being selfish, using my "jeremy logic", not telling her when things bothered me and not telling her how much i really cared and loved her.)

it's not something i can take back now... (no matter how much i wish i could.) we'll see what tomorrow holds.

it's definately time to start turning thoughts into actions...

how have all of you been?