superficial

have you ever read a quote from someone you thought highly of and hoped it was taken out of context? (even though you knew it wasn't...)

can anyone out there stomach the crap that mtv dishes out? i've had it on in the background for the past few hours as i've read the newspaper and browsed around on the internet and aside from a couple commercials there hasn't been anything that even vaguely drew my attention away from the other things i was doing. mtv sucks. where did music videos go?

my car is sick. it's being fixed by my brother (a car doctor) right now... but, i just want to go out and get some food or something. i hate being without a car where i'm from. i also am not looking forward to seeing the bill.

i think it's time for another life change. this is around the time of year for me to feel this way. i'm starting to feel restless and unhappy.

i can't wait for spring even though the weather here today was nicer than it's been the past few days. i hate the cold wintery weather. i need to move someplace warm. any suggestions as to where i should go?

i've been typing random crap into my computer at work over the past few days. it's in a file called 'random.txt'. it's been theraputic. (it started out as song titles and ideas for my non-existant 'metal' band.)

i want to start a 'metal' band with two of my friends who are professional classically trained tenor singers. (both are brilliant musicians who don't even listen to music from this century.) should be interesting. step one: learn to play an instrument... preferrably guitar.

i hope you are all doing well.

and es.