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junk e-mail subject of the day: "Juicy MILF mammaries"

i get too much junk e-mail... about 100 a day. luckily they haven't found my real address yet. wink though, it's only a matter of time... blah.

hopefully, today will be a motivated day... i've got the day off... and some shit to do... so, yeah... smile
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saturn1:
hey, i'd be interested in the poloraid camera if it still works... and some of the other things, like the paper
drunkpunk:
yeah, what the fuck does MILF mean? I've been getting them in the subject line too mad
And do these junk mail spammers actually expect us to open and read mails with a subject line like "dx3heHOT g4irls Take zzzBIG c0ck2222s up thE a26zrseX zklzlzlzjlzlSLUTS" ? confused
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i was thinking today... i don't think as much as i used to.

what was it that made me feel that it was better to be a mindless nothing?

i used to have an agenda. i used to have goals. i used to know what it took to get me there. i used to have a plan.

i used to ponder religion, politics, ethics, corporate...
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xnovaapex:
I seriously hope you find yer motivation, muh dear....and I'm most certain you will. I feel the same way, I used to have goals and focus.....now i'm just going thru the motions...lol...but things will change....i'm glad you had a good day. THANKS ten tonz FER the birthday lovin'.....i totally appreciate it, and I believe I've gotten over the "feeling old" thing, it was just a really depressing thought, but I made it thru the day emotionally un-scathed, so i think i'll be alright. hahaha. THANK U AGAIN *hugglez* chris xxx
xnovaapex:
PS, Autumn is yer FAVE GURL, huh? She is WAY RAD.

Hey, are you going to see from Autumn to Ashes this weekend? They're playing in Long Island...i'm not sure where you live tho....anyhow...ttyl.......
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it's funny how music changes my moods... i went into work all ready to go this morning...

when i got there they had on this crap best of everything that sucks radio station... adult contemporary, disco-ish shit, shania twain... it's making me want to die. puke

:: continued below ::

yeah, so i usually do bring my own music... but the older woman who works with...
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jora:
I bring my music with me to work too. Thank heavens, because the radio could kill me.


Jets, jets, jets, jets, jets~!!!

biggrin
jeykool:
awesome, another propaghandi fan. what do you think of that semi new cd?
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last night i went to see my friend's band play... they were better than he said they were going to be... wink

the ex was there, but i figured she would be... so, i was somewhat ready for it. but, she still made me feel a bit shitty somehow. frown

thank goodness for rxqueen. she made me all happy and smiley again. god, i love talking to...
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olsen:
Transparancy can be a big virtue. Don't worry.


Edited because my spelling skills are embarassing.

[Edited on Oct 20, 2003 5:36PM]
rxqueen:
hey
i hope everything is alright.
if we're not talking i actually get tired at an alright hour *shrug*
but yeah, im gonna go lay down, you can gimme a call when yr off the phone.
if not, good night.


(p.s. i wont have a computer tomorrow , and not until late on wednesday so if you wanna talk you know the digits)

xoxoxo
kiss

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last night. love blush smile

also, i watched my gi-joe dvd with my friend and his g/f.

i drank waaaay too much... and had a blast. my friend's g/f and i split a flask of southern comfort and 1/2 bottle of jack daniels (right from the bottles), then she made us each a white russian (strong), and i finished what was left of the vodka (not much)... yikes....
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olsen:
People always say they can't wait, yet somehow manage. It's an educated guess.
audio:
oooooooooooohhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

i amm sooooooo happy for you!!!!! congrats sweety! you dont understand how happy it is to hear you in such a good mood!!!

RxQueen is the shiznit! smile smile smile smile smile

i know im jumping ahead of myself but you too would make a damn cute couple!!!

hey, you going to the SG burlesque show?? if so, which one, nyc or buffalo? i think ill be going to the buffalo one myself, seems like thats where all the SG canada people are going.

anyways, have an awesome day today!

kiss
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tonight: jack daniels, southern comfort, a couple friends and gi-joe cartoons on dvd... ahhh... that's the life.

anyway, i still need help on what to wear for halloween... if all goes as planned, i'm going to meet rxqueen on halloween... smile smile (hehe, that rhymed) anyway, i can't f'in wait. smile smile

so far, spike from buffy, alex from a clockwork orange, "daddy passion" (pimp), dead harry potter, or...
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rxqueen:
hehe yeah some where around a million...
i've lost count wink

im so worried i wont be able to get all my crap together for halloween...its just around the corner and i still need a good majority of the things for the costume!
meh! either way we're gonna have a good time.
i mean, ya cant lose with whipped cream fights, right wink

i hope yr havin' fun!
talk to you later.
xoxo
rxqueen:
where the hell did you vanish to, boy?!
i'm guessing maybe the alcohol actually made you tired (if thats even possible wink ) and maybeyou fell asleep?!
im gonna give you another 15 min !
if yr not sleeping and im not here, you can gimme a call on le cell phone, k?

have a good night.
smile
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what should i do for a halloween costume... suggestions, anyone? smile

today wasn't bad.

officially was told about "promotion" at work... told i would get about $1.50/hr. raise. smile

still can't wait for deftones.thrice.thursday!!!

listening to team sleep - natalie portman.

ahhh... that's all to report for now. smile
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rawdon:
smile kiss
rxqueen:
hey superficial....

BITE ME!

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today... ahhh... another good day.

slept in late. my brother was playing a game all day on my computer and i didn't even feel the need to kick his ass for installing it without asking me, etc.

went out to lunch with my sister. i've been hanging out with her more lately, and that's really cool. smile

stopped to visit a few friends at their work......
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runholden:
Secret smiles huh? Very Nice! smile smile smile
And we ALL knew about the "daddy passion" thing. smile
rawdon:
smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
i wont be here to send anymore so im getting a head start
take care and good luck
sincerely yours
p.s. if you ever do run out im sure audio can send some on my behalf
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today was a good day...

really. the shit that happened today, was outweighed by the good...

that hasn't happened to me in awhile.

i don't even feel the need to vent about the couple bad things that happened. they don't even matter today. smile

shit, i haven't felt like this in a long time.
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rawdon:
smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
theres a few extra there for ya in case you wanna save some for later, if you run out just give me a shout and ill send you some more wink
jora:
Yay! I knew you'd feel happiness again. I'm glad that it happened sooner rather than later.

*Big huge happy hugs to you*
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i wish i could stop feeling like the world is out to get me...

stupid little things. all the time.

stupid temp. agency calls me like 2-3 times a day... and tells me something different each time... i'm starting to feel like they have no idea what they're doing.

cancelled the job for yesterday. ok.
called me in the morning today, to check if i...
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drunkpunk:
Sorry to hear you're going through more shit dude. I hope things turn out for the best for ya biggrin
And thanks too for my birthday wishes!

P.S. You should have heard the volume at which i shouted "Fuck you, World" out of my window for you. It was quite impressive!
audio:
ok, i'm starting to feel normal again. now that the wait is over. you never gave me the address of the temp lady...hahahahmuahhahaha

wink
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well today i got a call from the temp. agency...

it seems that the woman forgot that the place was closing early tonight 'cause of the stupid holiday... so, i have the day completely off... i am working 9-4:30 the rest of the week at my first job and as soon as i get out of that one i'm going to the temp. job right...
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brandviolet:
Play, pleasures, mirth and worldy joys,
Be done with these and heed them not:
Aloof from pomp and speaking truth,
Fare lonely as rhinoceros

Or, alternatively, go out and have a great time.

Somehow I'm not sure if that helps, but I like your journal.
csilla:
i wish i could help you figure it out. but you will. i am still at my sisters college but when i get back i will talk to you lots smile

just hang in there cutie kiss
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Brand New - The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows

We saw the western coast.
I saw the hospital.
Nursed the shoreline like a wound.
Reports of lover's trysts.
Were neither clear nor descript.
We kept it safe and slow.
The quiet things that no one ever knows.

Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground.
Today's the day...
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mamabunny:
hey you-

journal update dear

hehe

silly me silly me

philly tree philly tree

really tea? really tea?

haha

uhgottago

Linds
runholden:
I can't seem to get away fro the White Stripes lately. The musical goodness makes me feel all warm inside