superfall

Why am so hung up on getting past Amy? I'm paranoid any time I drive near that end of town, which I have to because I work less than a mile away on the same road she does. Not a day goes by when I think about her. Yet any time I run across an old e-mail or someone calls her replacement at work by...
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Decided that there's no way I'm asking anyone from work out even if they've quit. It's just too creepy. Why does it seem the socially inept and shy become creepy when they are interested in someone?

I think Melissa is holding out hope that I'll move back to Florida. Today in our joking around I got a hint of seriousness. I'm at the point that...
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It's a gorgeous day in New Jersey. The temperature is great, the sun is out, no clouds, and pleasant breeze. In all a great day to be off. I'm at work though.

I've reached a point of disatisfaction that demands some sort of outlet, but what I don't know. I'm bored at work, the only relationship I have is 900 miles away, I have too...
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I am so jonesing for another piercing. Also, I need to get my tongue ring redone (it closed recently). I think I found a place to get it done at that is reputable and professional about it. That's the problem with moving to a completely different state. You lose all the regular places you develop over the years and have to start over (doctor, piercer,...
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I definitely need to find someone closer to home to date. Melissa and I have a lot in common, but that doesn't help when you want to go to a movie or see a car show or a concert pops up.

After being on the Dating Sucks group for a while, I've discovered that I'm not the only one that tends to be shy and...
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I love the spring in the North. It's a different sort of green. The summer green is deeper and fuller. In Florida it's green or brown, no in between and no transition. I can put up with winter here because of the other three seasons. Y'all can have Florida. I just wish the taxes weren't so damn high in New Jersey

My tongue ring grew...
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I'm back from my weekend to Florida. It was good to see everybody again, but I take away from it that I need to stay away from my goddaughter's family as much as possible. I'm also not a fan of Airtran from this, my first, flight.

I'm even more convinced that I don't want to be involved with a long distance relationship. Yet I fell...
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I wish someone had sat me down when I was young to talk about relationships. Although it would probably been wasted on me at that age. I think the biggest realization I come across is that there is no closure. It's been almost a year since Amy out of the blue and after our breakup turned me in for sexual harrassment and sued the company....
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A day to do running around. I feel like I got something accomplished at last!

It was 82 degrees today and I thought I would melt. Florida is going to kill me in two weeks. But I'm looking forward to seeing my goddaughter and Melissa.

I didn't really explain in my last blog why I'm going between a half or whole sleeve. I am an...
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It's summer time in the North East!!! Yeah!!!! I'm going for a quick run to Florida over Memorial Day and I know I'm going to fry. I just can't stand the heat and humidity. I'm looking forward to moderate days in NJ and spending weekends at six flags and the water park and doing civil war reenactiments.

I'm in a quandry about Melissa. I've told...
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