superfall

Decided that there's no way I'm asking anyone from work out even if they've quit. It's just too creepy. Why does it seem the socially inept and shy become creepy when they are interested in someone?

I think Melissa is holding out hope that I'll move back to Florida. Today in our joking around I got a hint of seriousness. I'm at the point that I think it would be best for us to just cool things after my planned visit in August. I also didn't like her "joke" about being able to "force" me to move. Even if she became pregnant I'm not moving. I would do the honorable thing if she agreed, but I'm not moving. She can come here. My job would allow us to raise a child on just my salary. Hers wouldn't which mean we'd both have mediocre jobs instead of one good one and her being able to stay with the child and pursue what interested her. However, children from my loins are not in my plans until after a marriage.

On that note, there's no prospective candidates. I'm tired of the disappointment of the online thing. Going back to the socially inept piece explains the problems meeting people in real life. Face it I'm screwed without the happy ending