superfall

This year is ending pretty F'd up. As positive and hopeful as I was in the beginning, that's how down and negative I'm feeling with at the end. I feel like my life has been ripped apart and I'm in free fall. Most of this has to do with that "B" from work, but also with my niaivity and inexperience with adult relationships. Since I had only one in School and limited ones since my divorce I'm afraid i'm still pretty juvenile in my approach. I think I'm being nice, but often I come out making people feel stalked or uncomfortable. That's it, just thought I'd jott down my mood for the moment.