It's HOTTTT!!!! I left Florida to get away from this weather. 
Well, it's three days and counting 'til Caitlyn and her mom get here. I'm looking forward to seeing them. Right now I feel like I need a friend. I'm feeling really lonely and I'm fighting depression every day. I have a great job and work with great people. I live in a nice condo and I finally have book cases. I don't have a couch, but I'm working on it. I don't really have anything to be depressed about, but I like to share my feelings and thoughts with someone who at least seems to care and I miss that.
It makes me think. Amy doesn't really let people get close. Or at least she always kept me at arms length. She's had a lot of hurt in her life and I don't blame her. I know she's a lot more fragile than she lets on. That's one reason she hurts so much. I would take on her hurt and do all in my power to prevent more. I think that scares her as much as my feelings do. She has a lot of "friends" and I know she would do a lot for them, but there are friends that would bail you out and then there's friends that will help you hide the body. I wonder how many of the latter she has. I don't have many friends, but the ones I do would help me dig the grave.
She seemed sort of out of it today. I wonder what happened this weekend? It's none of my business, but that doesn't keep me from wondering. Oh, well if she wanted me to know, then she'd tell me.
Well, it's three days and counting 'til Caitlyn and her mom get here. I'm looking forward to seeing them. Right now I feel like I need a friend. I'm feeling really lonely and I'm fighting depression every day. I have a great job and work with great people. I live in a nice condo and I finally have book cases. I don't have a couch, but I'm working on it. I don't really have anything to be depressed about, but I like to share my feelings and thoughts with someone who at least seems to care and I miss that.
It makes me think. Amy doesn't really let people get close. Or at least she always kept me at arms length. She's had a lot of hurt in her life and I don't blame her. I know she's a lot more fragile than she lets on. That's one reason she hurts so much. I would take on her hurt and do all in my power to prevent more. I think that scares her as much as my feelings do. She has a lot of "friends" and I know she would do a lot for them, but there are friends that would bail you out and then there's friends that will help you hide the body. I wonder how many of the latter she has. I don't have many friends, but the ones I do would help me dig the grave.
She seemed sort of out of it today. I wonder what happened this weekend? It's none of my business, but that doesn't keep me from wondering. Oh, well if she wanted me to know, then she'd tell me.