I'm sitting here in the office with Amy. She doesn't know that I'm writing this. I can see her profile. I love the way her ear sticks out from under her hair. Her hair has a reddish tint to it. The other week when we were back at my place after we went to Delaware we were horsing around and I grabbed her and started dry humping her like we were fucking standing up me behind her. I can't get the sensation of her hips in my hands and the quick feel of reaching around to rub her pussy. It's my favorite fantasy now. 
I've had two cigarettes today. So I lost that marathon. However, I didn't buy the cigarettes.
It was so hard not to rub one out this morning. I don't know if I'll make it through tonight without. This weekend will be especially hard to keep from doing it. I wrote a lengthy fantasy to Amy this morning. By the end of it my cock was so hard and I was so horny I didn't dare touch myself because I was afraid I'd orgasm just with a touch. It's been a while since i would experience hardons without actually touching myself (excluding the trip with Amy to Delaware). In fact in most of my rub out sessions, I'm rarely fully hard. Now that I'm almost five days into this self denial, I'm getting erections at the slightest thought. Since most of my thoughts are regarding Amy, it means that I'm sitting here typing this with a hard on.
I don't know what I'm going to do this weekend. I want to try and shake this cold if I can. I might just spend Saturday in bed and do my running around and stuff on Sunday. That's why I'm worried about making it through the weekend. With nothing to occupy my time and mind, I know I'll be fantasizing about Amy at the drop of a hat.
Oh yeah. I accidentilly saw her address on a box she had the other week. Now that I saw it, I feel stupid for not thinking of it sooner. However, I did not drive that way to see which house it was. Then this week I was riding with Len from lunch and we were passing right by where she lives. I couldn't help but look. It's a cute house. I can't believe how close her neighbor is though. No wonder she complains about him.
I'll probably do an update tonight. Til then Chao!
I've had two cigarettes today. So I lost that marathon. However, I didn't buy the cigarettes.
It was so hard not to rub one out this morning. I don't know if I'll make it through tonight without. This weekend will be especially hard to keep from doing it. I wrote a lengthy fantasy to Amy this morning. By the end of it my cock was so hard and I was so horny I didn't dare touch myself because I was afraid I'd orgasm just with a touch. It's been a while since i would experience hardons without actually touching myself (excluding the trip with Amy to Delaware). In fact in most of my rub out sessions, I'm rarely fully hard. Now that I'm almost five days into this self denial, I'm getting erections at the slightest thought. Since most of my thoughts are regarding Amy, it means that I'm sitting here typing this with a hard on.
I don't know what I'm going to do this weekend. I want to try and shake this cold if I can. I might just spend Saturday in bed and do my running around and stuff on Sunday. That's why I'm worried about making it through the weekend. With nothing to occupy my time and mind, I know I'll be fantasizing about Amy at the drop of a hat.
Oh yeah. I accidentilly saw her address on a box she had the other week. Now that I saw it, I feel stupid for not thinking of it sooner. However, I did not drive that way to see which house it was. Then this week I was riding with Len from lunch and we were passing right by where she lives. I couldn't help but look. It's a cute house. I can't believe how close her neighbor is though. No wonder she complains about him.
I'll probably do an update tonight. Til then Chao!