superfall

My blog of earlier this evening is full of such whining and self suffering that I can't stand to think I wrote it. However, I won't erase it because it was what I was thinking at the time. Have I been around "victims" so much that I see myself as one? I hope not. If you go on to read it please realize it was written in pain and self repugnance, and a whining like it was someone elses fault. Thank you.