superfall

I definitely need to find someone closer to home to date. Melissa and I have a lot in common, but that doesn't help when you want to go to a movie or see a car show or a concert pops up.

After being on the Dating Sucks group for a while, I've discovered that I'm not the only one that tends to be shy and...
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I love the spring in the North. It's a different sort of green. The summer green is deeper and fuller. In Florida it's green or brown, no in between and no transition. I can put up with winter here because of the other three seasons. Y'all can have Florida. I just wish the taxes weren't so damn high in New Jersey

My tongue ring grew...
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I'm back from my weekend to Florida. It was good to see everybody again, but I take away from it that I need to stay away from my goddaughter's family as much as possible. I'm also not a fan of Airtran from this, my first, flight.

I'm even more convinced that I don't want to be involved with a long distance relationship. Yet I fell...
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I wish someone had sat me down when I was young to talk about relationships. Although it would probably been wasted on me at that age. I think the biggest realization I come across is that there is no closure. It's been almost a year since Amy out of the blue and after our breakup turned me in for sexual harrassment and sued the company....
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A day to do running around. I feel like I got something accomplished at last!

It was 82 degrees today and I thought I would melt. Florida is going to kill me in two weeks. But I'm looking forward to seeing my goddaughter and Melissa.

I didn't really explain in my last blog why I'm going between a half or whole sleeve. I am an...
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It's summer time in the North East!!! Yeah!!!! I'm going for a quick run to Florida over Memorial Day and I know I'm going to fry. I just can't stand the heat and humidity. I'm looking forward to moderate days in NJ and spending weekends at six flags and the water park and doing civil war reenactiments.

I'm in a quandry about Melissa. I've told...
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Work's been CRAZY!!! Now I have a bit of a breather before our next big project.

I'm going on my first cruise in about 2.5 weeks. I leave from Port Canaveral, FL and hit Nassau and Cococay then back. It will be a nice change in temperature compared to NJ. I don't miss the heat of Florida, but that doesn't mean I don't appreciate it...
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I am fairly itching to get a tattoo. I have a lot of big plans, but which one to start on is the question. This year is my year and I'm going to do the things I want to do and learn the things I've always wanted to learn and leave relationships in the background. It's not that I wouldn't welcome a serious relationship if...
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This year is ending pretty F'd up. As positive and hopeful as I was in the beginning, that's how down and negative I'm feeling with at the end. I feel like my life has been ripped apart and I'm in free fall. Most of this has to do with that "B" from work, but also with my niaivity and inexperience with adult relationships. Since I...
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It's funny. I should have seen the signs that Amy would betray me, but love is blind. I know now that I was projecting onto her what I wanted to see and not how she was. Last weekend I spent going over all the e-mails I had at work. I had deleted all of the ones on my personal e-mails, but at work they go...
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OMG!!! I've posted many blogs about my confusion with my relationship with Amy. This past holiday weekend she called me and we talked, we text back and forth a few times. In my frustration I sent her a letter telling her how I felt and what I was confused about and my desire for us to meet somewhere to clear the air. I get back...
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