so last night i tried to get my best to get my best friend out to california for her birthday. its in early october. and i was shot down. but for a good reason. her mother is is kinda sick and she has a 4 year old daughter. and if she came out to see me she would have no one to take care of them. for now i will just have to spend as much time with her when i go to chicago on leave. she is my love and my best friend. just wanted her to have some fun in her life. but she said she will come out sooner or later. but for my next deployment when i go to Afganistan i will try every to get her to come out even for a 3 days before i get on the plane. well for those of you who read this and read what i whine about my love life and her. here are some pics of her