well every day that goes by all i think about is my father. and that i will be going to korea in january and christmas may if fact the last time i see him alive. i am going on my first deployment without one of my closest friends. but i been thinking alot about this and im going to see if i can change my spot and go with him and his company. the people i am with now i dont really know and dont care to know. i need to keep my sanity up for 7 months and if he does pass away while i am gone i want to be with one of my friends and not people i hardly know. and me being a father and leaving my son for the first time will kill me. all i can think about is his chubby lil cheeks and me and my dad when i was a kid. i am hitting a bad point in my life and i hope my upper chain of command can see it and let me leave the company....
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I'm so sorry that things are tough for you. What an impossible position to be in. Good luck switching companies; I really hope that they have sympathy for your situation. Enjoy your remaining time with your dad and your son.