superdave69

my love life is so fuckede up. i set in the divorce papers this week. but thats not the shitty part. since last feb when i met my wife i kinda had a crush on a girl in my battalion. she left to go work with the office types on base and i never really got to know her. but like 2 months ago she came back and is in my company. if you dont know im in the navy. we went on a field training exercise and me and her been getting quite friendly. not in the sexually way. but seeing her again has brought back everything i had for her. i think she knows how i feel.
i went to go karioke with her on thursday and a friend of hers who knew me for like 30 min can see how i felt about her....so i went out tonight with her again to sing and she brought the BF, who is such a tool. she told me he is quick in bed doesnt pay much attention to her. so i had to sit there and see them two together and it fuckin killed me cause i was plannin on tellin her how i felt. oncew again my love life gets kicked in the sack. i tried to get drunk but couldnt. which made my night not so fun........i did sing "home of the blues" from johnny cash and "betterman" from pearl jam. my friend wife seen her give me a look when i did the PJ song so i think she has an idea how i feel. just needs the sack to tell her