Waiting but happier...

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ok so an update for those of you are interested. I had my investigation today and it looks like I should be ok. The cells are low grade pre cancerous. The doctor took a biopsy just to make sure. If I require any further treatment I will get an appointment within 6-8 weeks. I'm going with the doctor's verdict however, that it's unlikely. Phew!

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cyclmn:
Great news.. As always love coming your way...
superbabzy:
Aww thanks @cyclmn I really appreciate it :)

Happy 'Merica day! 🇺🇸🎇

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hey sexy people!

Happy 4th July to all my lovely American friends! I hope you are having a fun long weekend! Have an awesome time and stay safe!

I've had a killer week and am utterly exhausted! Was supposed to work on sat but my boss took pity and told me to take the day off <3 I actually hugged her! It was lovely of...
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theatombomb:
Nice!  There's nothing like some good sleep!  :)
superbabzy:
I can't believe how tired I was @theatombomb I slept sooo much

For you mum ❤️ 16 years on and I haven't and won't forget you 🌟

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superbabzy:
Did you read my blog @mrwaverly ? I can't help being sad today. My dad died 7 years ago in August. I miss them both
mrwaverly:
You must never be ashamed to be sad. Sad is good, so long as you never let it take over. You have possibly heard of the Portuguese term 'Saudade', which has no direct translation, but can be described as 'The love that remains'. Your love for a person close to you will never die, and in some way, that love keeps that lost person alive in your mind. Most of the time, my mum and dad are way off in the back of my mind (probably arguing), but every now and then, something will make me think of them. I know they wouldn't want me to brood on their absence. I have mentioned, on another person's page, the problems I had after mum died; unwarranted feelings of guilt...self doubt, etc. All unfounded, but grief will do that.  I'm over it now, but I'll never forget them. Never stop loving them. But, as I said, they live on in my memory, and there they don't intrude. But if I want to see them, I know where they are. I don't call on them that often. I know they don't mind.  Much love, xxxxx

I'm sorry buuuuttt....

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I'm sorry but I'm in a crappy mood today and have been for a few days really. There are two reasons. One being I found out last week that I have to go for further tests and possible treatment after an abnormal smear on the 8th July. I'm scared of what they might find.

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superbabzy:
Fingers crossed @zombiebyte
ttaylorr:
Thanks for sharing, this is really touching and must of been hard for you to write. As someone who's struggled with alcoholism in the past I can take strength from this as I'm sure others can. Thanks. 
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