super_vixen

Last night was absolute madness at Fusion. We were completly slammed with drunken locals in costumes. I usually get the opportunity to dance on the bar for a bit, or at least take a cigarette break, but the swarm of people was neverending. I finally got a smoke break around 1:30....greatest cigarette I've ever tasted.
I've been keeping busy with work and school...as always. I always manage to get completely wasted on my days off, but now that I am single once again, I find that my home life and domestic duties are finally settling into routine....in other words, I finally cleaned my apartment after collecting months of dust.

I'm still bent over my fucking break up. I'm back out on the scene, but I still find myself thinking of him every now and again. I found that I just miss what I thought we had and everything I thought we could have become as a force. Obviously, if he wasn't smart enough to keep me once he had me, he's not worth my time, but it's still hard.

I'm knee-deep in Nietzsche's Beyond Good and Evil. I'm totally digging it now that I'm a quarter of the way in. It's been a while since I tried to read anything of value, and I had to retrain myself to comprehend it properly. My break up inspired me to write again, but it was mostly journals and stream of conciousness type of shit. Reading Nietszche has forced me to analyze my own way of thinking and acting. As much as he preaches against half-assed philosophers, I can feel something great building inside me.....hopefully it will all make it's way to paper soon.

By the way, I know the new pic sucks ....it was me in the ladies room at Fusion before work one evening.....at least it kind of shows my updated look. I'll have a new one up soon.