Jenny's not a bad girl, but she doesn'y understand how I feel, or maybe I told her one night when I was drunk. Long story short, I've been jumping to conclusions. Its a weakness. Also she's not putting me through anything, I'm putting myself through it all. Now its up to her to make the next move, cause I just showed her my cock! ....good...
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Jenny is a beer slut, and not worth my time. She kisses and swoons over whoever. Pretty sure I mean nothing special to her. Why am I attratced to people like this? We almost fucked night before last. I didn't do it because I care for her. She says she doesnt remember anything. I don't believe that. 
I feel a lot better today. Something about pride, isolation or stubborness let me hit rock bottom on Friday. Somewhere along the line I convinced myself it's always safer to be alone, to hell with the world and their self serving actions and opinions. It was natural for me to hide my feelings, be ashamed of them. Anyway, later that night, I confided in a...
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I'm not okay. I don't care about hiding it anymore. Hiding it from who? Your mom, thats who. I'm not okay, and there doesn't seem to be a thing I can do about it. I feel unloved and therefore worthless. I can't seem to attract anyone I'm attracted to. When I meet a girl, a special girl that I want to love me it becoves...
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MARS NEEDS WOMEN 