sunofnone

Here's part of a song I'm working on.

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When I was a child I wanted to die
To make all of the people that I knew cry
When I was a teen I thought of taking my life
So everyone could see the pain in my eyes
Now that I'm older I still want to die
But I do not want to make anyone cry
I don't even want anyone nearby
Just in case they want to kiss me goodbye

I don't want to be a memory
Don't want to be a page in history
I don't want you to think about me
Don't want you to lie and say I was happy

I wish I could change but I've tried and I've tried
Even when those close to me died by my side
Loss is gain if you learn how to deal
But I just taught myself how not to feel

Popping some pills or slitting my wrist
It doesn't matter it all equals bliss
I just hope that noone remembers me
I see death now so suddenly

Joshua
SunOfNone