sunofnone

A year ago I tried to die
I can't explain it or tell you why
I couldn't take it anymore
I was weak but now I'm weaker then before

My life is an emotional wreck
My head hurts from all the stress in my neck
My mind wants to cry but my eyes are dry
I just can't explain why I want to die

My life is still not where I want it to be
But it's gonna get better hopefully
And there are reasons why I won't try again
The biggest one is my one true friend

I feel bad because I got bent out of shape
Took it out on her and now it's too late
Wish I could stop being so out of control
But you just never know what will unfold

I Can't promise it won't happen again
I can honestly say I don't want us to end
Maybe I just wasn't meant to have friends
I just hope I can always make amends.