sunofnone

I except the pain as punishment for allowing myself to stay alive.

SELF HARM is my favorite group. I always find something there to cheer me up. Especially when feeling suicidal or harmful. What a cool group of peeps.

I'm going to be a Dad!

Hopefully this child will grow up with my talents and personality and not get the same brutal hatred from the world that I did.

Weird. I didn't know comments could expire.

Why do I abuse the ones I love?
I don't understand why anyone would even want to be a part of my life or have me as part of theirs.
I'm not just being down on myself I genuinely don't get it.
I fucking hate myself. The truth is I hate most others too.

That is only one half of me.
I totally don't get...
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The A-Team was fuckin awesome!!!

So frustrated
Waiting waiting waiting
My future in the hands
Of others still debating

Can we get a break
Do I have to break a skull
Will my cup never
Ever overflow

How do I get the energy
To do what I need to do
Do I even have the ability
To make it through

I'm sad. I have a new family that I care about and I want to be with them.

I just thought that my blog is entirely self absorbed most often. I guess it would't be mine if it weren't. So here's to me as much as I hate me.

Time to pack up this old life and start a new one.

I hate people. This is why I promised myself I'd never get in another relationship as long as I live. I'm never doing it again.

The Rev, Peter Steele, Dio and Paul Gray will be joining Dimebag and others for a tour. Rock The Fuck On Eternal!!!