please can you stop this noise i'm trying to get some rest. from all the unborn chicken voices in my head. when i am king you will be first against the wall. with your opinion which is of no consequence at all. i may be paranoid but not an android.
*
i am back. i was supposed to get back tomorrow morning but i thought 5 days was just too much so here i am. i had a great time.guverment is really something. huge amounts of pot was smoked. drank myself into a coma thursday and friday night. met bernardo. he turned out to be a little creepy. george. even more creepy. he touched my vagina and everything. rented a huge pick up truck yesterday and drove around in it all day. they are fun to drive (specially when you're stoned) and i'm crazy. i got home this morning. i was happy but all i wanted to do was cry.
*
i failed one of my courses. for the first time in 3 years. i got an F. the weird thing is i don't even care. i'll just retake it next semester. my anxiety has been under control for about two weeks now. i'm still having problems as far as "flash backs" and still dealing with the break up and the abortion in general. i keep having dreams about my dad. i need a big change, i've been thinking about moving to europe after i get my BA next year. go to school there, get my MA. i need talk to my dad about it. maybe i'll just go to europe this summer and never come back. fuck school. fuck everything. fuck you.
*
raiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin down.
raiiiin down.
come on raiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin down oooooooooon me.
from a great height
from a greeeeeeeaaaaaat heeeeeeeeeeight. heeeeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiight.
raiiiiiiiiiiiin down.
rain down.
come on raaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiin down.
ohhh raaaaaaaaaain.
from a great height.
from a greaaaaaaaaaaaat heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeight.
that's it sir.
you're leaving.
the crackle of pig skin.
the dust and the screaming.
the yuppies networking.
the panic
the vomit
the panic
the vomit
god loves his children.
wow bye.
1. What is your name?
sunny, sanichka. santina. sonya. doletai. mariama. sunnyloo. and smelly!
2. What color underwear are you wearing now?
blue.
you might also wanna know that it is very wet right now for some reason. i bet it smells too. i wanna smell it.
3. What are you listening to right now?
sonny rollins.
5. What was the last thing you ate?
a tuna sandwich
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
green
7. How is the weather right now?
me. sunny. awesome. i'm going to our house in a minute in british properties to clean the pool and tan.
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
andy
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
shoes. hands.
10. Favorite Food?
sushi.
11. Favorite Drink?
diet coke. water. tea.
12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink?
martinis. brandy, bellinis
13. Favorite place to shop?
anywhere but he mall. robson st. favorite stores: plen+y, BCBG
14. Hair color:
super extra black
15. Eye Color:
brown
16. Do you wear contacts?
i wear glasses when im in class and at the movies.
17. Top or Bottom?
top until i get dizzy and exhausted then bottom.
18. Favorite Month?
i dont think i have one.
19. Favorite Fast Food?
.
20. Last Movie you Watched?
beauty #2
21. Favorite Day of the Year?
dont have one.
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
i don't know. i've never wanted to ask anyone out.
23. Summer or Winter?
summer.
24. Hugs or Kisses?
kisses.
25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
twist.
26. Do you want your friends to respond back?
i dont care.
27. Who is most likely to respond?
smelly boy. but he is not the smelly boy i used to know so i'm not sure.
28. Who is least likely to respond?
all of you fucks.
29. What books are you reading?
pretentions
30. Favorite TV Show?
that 70's show . people's court. and pingu
31. What's on your mouse pad?
www.gateway.com
32. Favorite board game?
literati.
33. What did you do last night?
stayed up in my hotel room with my buddies then i had to fly home in the morning.
34. Favorite Author?
marguerite duras
35. Who inspires you?
my mom and dad
36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
butter. cheddar powder.
37. Dogs or cats?
dogs.
38. Favorite Flower?
tulips. roses.
39. What do you say when you wake up in the A.M.?
i dont say anything for half an hour after i wake up. and you better shut the fuck up too.
40. Do you still talk to your best friends from middle school?
yes.
41. What's on your computer desk?
a pack of benson and hedges, a cup of tea. glasses. orange ikea lamp. lighter.
42. Rock Concert or symphony?
symphony.
43. Play or Opera?
opera.
44. Have you ever fired a gun?
i wish. i will. someday.
45. Do you like to travel by plane?
i hate it.
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
right handed.
47. Smooth or Chunky Peanut Butter?
i am allergic to peanuts.
48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
two.
49. City and State you were born in?
vancouver, BC
50. Ever hitchhiked?
yes
*
i am back. i was supposed to get back tomorrow morning but i thought 5 days was just too much so here i am. i had a great time.guverment is really something. huge amounts of pot was smoked. drank myself into a coma thursday and friday night. met bernardo. he turned out to be a little creepy. george. even more creepy. he touched my vagina and everything. rented a huge pick up truck yesterday and drove around in it all day. they are fun to drive (specially when you're stoned) and i'm crazy. i got home this morning. i was happy but all i wanted to do was cry.
*
i failed one of my courses. for the first time in 3 years. i got an F. the weird thing is i don't even care. i'll just retake it next semester. my anxiety has been under control for about two weeks now. i'm still having problems as far as "flash backs" and still dealing with the break up and the abortion in general. i keep having dreams about my dad. i need a big change, i've been thinking about moving to europe after i get my BA next year. go to school there, get my MA. i need talk to my dad about it. maybe i'll just go to europe this summer and never come back. fuck school. fuck everything. fuck you.
*
raiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin down.
raiiiin down.
come on raiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin down oooooooooon me.
from a great height
from a greeeeeeeaaaaaat heeeeeeeeeeight. heeeeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiight.
raiiiiiiiiiiiin down.
rain down.
come on raaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiin down.
ohhh raaaaaaaaaain.
from a great height.
from a greaaaaaaaaaaaat heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeight.
that's it sir.
you're leaving.
the crackle of pig skin.
the dust and the screaming.
the yuppies networking.
the panic
the vomit
the panic
the vomit
god loves his children.
wow bye.
1. What is your name?
sunny, sanichka. santina. sonya. doletai. mariama. sunnyloo. and smelly!
2. What color underwear are you wearing now?
blue.
you might also wanna know that it is very wet right now for some reason. i bet it smells too. i wanna smell it.
3. What are you listening to right now?
sonny rollins.
5. What was the last thing you ate?
a tuna sandwich
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
green
7. How is the weather right now?
me. sunny. awesome. i'm going to our house in a minute in british properties to clean the pool and tan.
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
andy
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
shoes. hands.
10. Favorite Food?
sushi.
11. Favorite Drink?
diet coke. water. tea.
12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink?
martinis. brandy, bellinis
13. Favorite place to shop?
anywhere but he mall. robson st. favorite stores: plen+y, BCBG
14. Hair color:
super extra black
15. Eye Color:
brown
16. Do you wear contacts?
i wear glasses when im in class and at the movies.
17. Top or Bottom?
top until i get dizzy and exhausted then bottom.
18. Favorite Month?
i dont think i have one.
19. Favorite Fast Food?
.
20. Last Movie you Watched?
beauty #2
21. Favorite Day of the Year?
dont have one.
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
i don't know. i've never wanted to ask anyone out.
23. Summer or Winter?
summer.
24. Hugs or Kisses?
kisses.
25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
twist.
26. Do you want your friends to respond back?
i dont care.
27. Who is most likely to respond?
smelly boy. but he is not the smelly boy i used to know so i'm not sure.
28. Who is least likely to respond?
all of you fucks.
29. What books are you reading?
pretentions
30. Favorite TV Show?
that 70's show . people's court. and pingu
31. What's on your mouse pad?
www.gateway.com
32. Favorite board game?
literati.
33. What did you do last night?
stayed up in my hotel room with my buddies then i had to fly home in the morning.
34. Favorite Author?
marguerite duras
35. Who inspires you?
my mom and dad
36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
butter. cheddar powder.
37. Dogs or cats?
dogs.
38. Favorite Flower?
tulips. roses.
39. What do you say when you wake up in the A.M.?
i dont say anything for half an hour after i wake up. and you better shut the fuck up too.
40. Do you still talk to your best friends from middle school?
yes.
41. What's on your computer desk?
a pack of benson and hedges, a cup of tea. glasses. orange ikea lamp. lighter.
42. Rock Concert or symphony?
symphony.
43. Play or Opera?
opera.
44. Have you ever fired a gun?
i wish. i will. someday.
45. Do you like to travel by plane?
i hate it.
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
right handed.
47. Smooth or Chunky Peanut Butter?
i am allergic to peanuts.
48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
two.
49. City and State you were born in?
vancouver, BC
50. Ever hitchhiked?
yes
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scoots:
yes, i IM'd you, i wanted to tell you i missed you, and i <3 you
dirtyground:
sunny! youre the John Lennon to my Ringo.