when i look back upon my life, it's always with a sense of shame. i've always been the one to blame. for everything i long to do, no matter when or where or who,has one thing in common, too. it's a sin. everything i've ever done, everything i ever do, every place i've ever been,everywhere i'm going to. it's a sin. at school they taught me how to be. so pure in thought and word and deed. they didn't quite succeed.please forgive me, i tried not to do it. turned over a new leaf, then tore right through it. whatever you taught me, i didn't believe it. you fought me, 'cause i didn't care, and I still don't understand. so I look back upon my life. forever with a sense of shame. i've always been the one to blame.
i confess to almighty God, and to you my brothers, that i have sinned exceedingly. in thought, word, act and omission,
through my fault, through my fault, through my most grievous fault.
i confess to almighty God, and to you my brothers, that i have sinned exceedingly. in thought, word, act and omission,
through my fault, through my fault, through my most grievous fault.
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chuckgelman:
I unfortunately have similar feelings. Not so much a sense of impurity due to the glaring eyes of others, but more so a feeling of shame due to my own harsh standards. It's a goddamn burden if I've ever had one...And to survive I've built up quite a mental block on the past. I can't even enjoy good memories for fear of looking back in the first place at this point.
billybillybilly:
was it you who sent me the SMS referral?