sunnysidedown

I haven't the patience and/or energy to talk about myself lately but I shall try...

My roomate is fucking some girl he brought home from the bar VERY LOUDLY in his room and no head phones known to man can block out the sound. It only makes me think of my own issues with my on-again-off-again-lover. I have to shake my head to get rid of the thoughts. I'd leave but I smoked a tad too much to drive and "the general" would prob wake up the whole neighborhood. This is frustrating. Tom sucks.

I enjoy the dresden dolls lately.

Monday I was informed that my grandmother has dementia. I didnt take it well. I drove till I ran out of gas and had to call Tom at 2:30 am to come bring me the gas can. He came with his friend Matt to: (a) fill my car with gas, (b) take my keys from me and (c) drive me home from Delaware (which is where I ended up). I was on the side of the road for almost an entire pack of cigarettes and part of the morning commute.

I'm an asshole when it comes to dealing with my feelings.

Fourtuately this is the short version..