Hi, everyone!
Today I was feeling motivated to tell you about my steps on alt modeling! I started working with nudity content in August 2020 and, since that, I’ve been enjoying this lovely universe more and more!
I’ve always liked erotism and expressing my sexuality. I just believe that life would be much easier if everybody doesn't feel ashamed or oppressed about it.
I was used to seeing myself as a mind-open person, but when I started modeling, I realized that there were still a lot of thoughts to break. For example, in my first professional photo shoot, I felt embarrassed about making bolder poses because I didn't want to be seen as "vulgar". But when I asked myself "what is vulgar?" I realized that it was just a very limited though...just another label that society created and I was following without question about it.
So now, almost 1 year after I upload my first nude online, how do I feel? More confident, more happy, independent, brave. I was able to leave a job that was making me sick and anxious. I started my own graphic design business. I start to explore more and more my freedom on the content I make. I tell my parents and friends about my new job and got their support. I've met precious people from all over the world. And I reached all of it being myself, doing things I like. Isn't it fucking amazing? lol
To sum up, I share with you this pic from my most recent photo shoot, a few weeks ago. It was a cold winter morning (we are in winter here in Brazil) and I just entered the cold river's water without second thoughts, just following my heart and willing to capture a perfect photo. At that moment I remembered all the things I conquered and of all the dreams I have for the future.
It feels so good to be free!
@missy @penny @eirenne @jacqueline
