“
if i wanted to fuck you
i would wake up buried in your collarbones
i would sit on the edge of my bed
spine ridges arched pointing directly into my closet
of skeletons
if i wanted to fuck you
i would make home in your lap
undress you like your mother did
kissing your rib cage wishing i could sink into every inch of you
if i wanted to fuck you
i would bite holes through your neck into your throat
i would unbury you like a corpse
i would give you reason to breathe
if i wanted to fuck you
i would glide myself like sound waves bouncing off of you
make you memorize my name like i was born for you to whimper it
if i wanted to fuck you
there would be miles of shredded skin
there would be scars on your back where for once in my life i wanted someone to be
that
close
but if i wanted to make love to you
i would buy you a train ticket
i would sound proof my room
i would border up my windows
if i wanted to make love to you
you should be nothing less
than terrified
”
