sunflash

Ok no novels tonight just an quick note as I am off to bed. Today was just anouther day of feeling like crap but I kept my head up and tried to make a day of it. Took the night off of the hot tub project to go train Brazilian Jiu-jitsu with the guys and I think I am much better off for it. Met a new guy to train with and he ended up coming to my chu to watch UFC 39 only to have him mention his buddy e-mailing him about what a great time he had with "The redhead from the aidstation that got transfered to ________" this of course referencing my phsudo girlfriend. Needless to say I am pretty pissed. It is a temporary thing just till the end of the deployment and we both go back to seperate parts of the country and different units but I told her she could do what she wanted with anyone she wanted but just to have the decency to let me know so that I could do the same. To be honest I don't belive that it happened but I do think that she probably did something to let it look that way so this douch bag could say these things. It is really hard not to track him down and tatoo his face with the imprint of my fist. I am really not a violent person towards anyone unless it is in training or sport but this shit gets to me right now more than it probably should. I guess its the stress of the combat zone. Well I'm off as I have to run range training all day tommarow.

-Zack-

Oh and by the way if you haven't checked out Vesper's intro set you really should. She is so cute/hot and it all just makes me miss Alaska and the snow and woman who express themselves. That and she pulls off green hair like no one else could.