i just wrote this whole entry and because i have so many stoopid windows open at once, i lost it cause i clicked the wrong thing on the wrong window.
this is how it went:
big fish
slept through it
liked what i was awake for
oh shit what's happening!?
oh okay, it's just an instant message
then i ranted about the mister's ex who i met this weekend (i am cuter, she is taller, we both dye our hair and have trouble getting trousers that fit) and i think that's about as far as i got. none of it was especially interesting, so maybe my deleting it was the universe's way of letting me know i was dull. because this is clearly riveting.
what else happened? i had the job interview and it was semi awful cause i suck at talking to strangers and the assistant manager looked like a weasel so i couldn't concentrate. i ended up thinking about the bbc big read and wind in the willows and thinking 'wow, glad i never read that'. i did however co-ordinate my shoes and handbag completely by accident so even if i don't get the job i can feel fashionably smug.
i also went to the local library and was pleasantly suprised by the presence of raymond chandler and mark z danielewski. i didn't get anything in the end cause i was too shy to go ask if my library card was still valid. i got it when i was 3 so i think maybe i might have to get a new one. plus, it was issued in a different town. if only i were brave enough to talk to strangers. it's retarded really, but i'm fully convinced that when i do or ask dumb things, the person that's dealing with me will forever remember me as THAT girl. which is really an egotistical way to go about things, because in reality i probably make very little impact on people. other than that i dress funny and won't look them in the eye.
i noticed a scar on my cheek yesterday that i'd never really seen before. it's kind of cool - like a big pirate hook slice. for a while i thought it was a sleep crease but no, it's a mystery scar! hoorah.
other stupid stuff about me:
*i've had a wrinkle on my forehead since i was nine
*i have a scar on my lip from when i bit it through falling off my bike
*my left eye is bigger than my right
*i have no nail on my little toes cause my little toes are so little
now go read some kathy acker you philistines!
this is how it went:
big fish
slept through it
liked what i was awake for
oh shit what's happening!?
oh okay, it's just an instant message
then i ranted about the mister's ex who i met this weekend (i am cuter, she is taller, we both dye our hair and have trouble getting trousers that fit) and i think that's about as far as i got. none of it was especially interesting, so maybe my deleting it was the universe's way of letting me know i was dull. because this is clearly riveting.
what else happened? i had the job interview and it was semi awful cause i suck at talking to strangers and the assistant manager looked like a weasel so i couldn't concentrate. i ended up thinking about the bbc big read and wind in the willows and thinking 'wow, glad i never read that'. i did however co-ordinate my shoes and handbag completely by accident so even if i don't get the job i can feel fashionably smug.
i also went to the local library and was pleasantly suprised by the presence of raymond chandler and mark z danielewski. i didn't get anything in the end cause i was too shy to go ask if my library card was still valid. i got it when i was 3 so i think maybe i might have to get a new one. plus, it was issued in a different town. if only i were brave enough to talk to strangers. it's retarded really, but i'm fully convinced that when i do or ask dumb things, the person that's dealing with me will forever remember me as THAT girl. which is really an egotistical way to go about things, because in reality i probably make very little impact on people. other than that i dress funny and won't look them in the eye.
i noticed a scar on my cheek yesterday that i'd never really seen before. it's kind of cool - like a big pirate hook slice. for a while i thought it was a sleep crease but no, it's a mystery scar! hoorah.
other stupid stuff about me:
*i've had a wrinkle on my forehead since i was nine
*i have a scar on my lip from when i bit it through falling off my bike
*my left eye is bigger than my right
*i have no nail on my little toes cause my little toes are so little
now go read some kathy acker you philistines!
I'll look into it.