sumobeats

Decisions, blow balls... At least when I have to make them and they are far reaching into my life. I'm trying to have a fuck it attitude and just go with my gut. It's my fucking head that seems to get in the way of that sometimes. I range from feeling fucking stellar to being loaded with stress. Fuck stress, I need to go find my bowl.

Things currently affecting my life:

Looking for a new job: feeling unmotivated, under paid, and restless... I need more challenge.
Career: Mainly same as job but I feel like I don't know what I want to do when i grow up, I really like school so have been giving that more thought lately.
Moving: Going to move soon and to a new city (not far from the one I'm currently in) but, it's just new... Have to keep open mind and approach as an adventure.
Mom: She's currently under the weather... Lesson to all of you, get health insurance!!

I guess it's really not that bad when I put it down... I have gained some really good friends recently and have been enjoying the fabulous company of a beautiful girl. And that makes life's issues melt away.

I hope to have more insightful, revealing and pleasurable posts in the future. Stick around, it's bound to get better.