I am so sick of people I mean do they really think I don't know what the long run consequences could be .....don't they think that is why I struggle day after day, but I know what I want and I can only hope for the best . I can only hope that he still cares enough about me not to trick me into staying with him for the wrong reasons. I can only hope he will allow us to be the family we should be......thats all I want. I just want my husband to allow us to have the life that we are ment to have , and be the family that we are gonna be. Of course i know if it doesn't work out and I stay here and have the baby that I can't leave and I need to figureout if it is worth the risk to fight for the life I am ment to live. I struggle everyday.............but I love him with every piece of me and I know we will be stonger when this is all over. 
Thanks.
Good luck to you & your family! Divorce sucks so bad I wouldn't wish it on anyone, not even my ex-wife!