I can't stand not having internet!! I've missed SG soooo much! The library makes me mad since I can't log in there haha.
So, I will be moving to Ft Wayne, Indiana in a month or so. Nick is already set to move this Friday, which makes me kinda sad. I'm never gonna get to see him! He got a transfer with his work and they have him set to start a week from tomorrow. I pretty much just need to find a job there, get a car, and then get all my shit together before I can move, My mom's best friend has a cousin who lives in Ft Wayne and owns a strip club and a bunch of bars and he talked to her and she agreed to train me to be a bartender which is awesome! I've wanted to be a bartender since I was a teenager. I've called her twice though and left messages and she hasn't called back. Hopefully she's out of town or something and will get back with me soon.
I am kind of scared to move, though. This is my first time moving out of my childhood house, plus I'll be living with my boyfriend (and another guy), which is weird too haha. I've never had a serious relationship before. But we've been together almost a year and are still happy. I'm also scared to move because I don't know this town at all and I don't have any friends here or know anybody besides Nick's friends. I know it will take getting used to and in time I'm sure it will all work out, but it still makes me nervous. Especially since I'm shy and it takes me a shile to warm up to people. I was here with Nick this weekend (why I'm able to use the internet) and we ended up going out to a bar and I just felt awkward being there. A bunch of Nick's friends and their friends were there, and I wasn't feeling well, and I felt out of place. I realized it's going to be that way for a while for me after I move there.
I still want to move, though. I do feel that I'm ready to live on my own and start a new chapter in my life.
Disney finally fired me. Too many tardies. We're only allowed 2 in a 6 week period. It really sucks, considering I had been there almost 4 years, but what can you do except move on. I got a job at FYE about a month ago, and it's fun. I get along with everybody I work with REALLY well. We're all pervs and crack jokes all the time. It's so fun. I feel bad moving away and leaving them haha.
We have a big belly dance show coming up this weekend! I'm really excited. I'm going to get a ton of pictures of course. My blog has lacked pictures lately, which makes me sad. I'm going to be in 5 numbers total, plus I'm finally doing a SOLO!!!!!! And I did all the choreography myself, too. Sooooo excited. I've never done a solo on stage before. Wish me luck! hehe
I miss you all. Hope you're all well! and hope I can talk to you soon!
So, I will be moving to Ft Wayne, Indiana in a month or so. Nick is already set to move this Friday, which makes me kinda sad. I'm never gonna get to see him! He got a transfer with his work and they have him set to start a week from tomorrow. I pretty much just need to find a job there, get a car, and then get all my shit together before I can move, My mom's best friend has a cousin who lives in Ft Wayne and owns a strip club and a bunch of bars and he talked to her and she agreed to train me to be a bartender which is awesome! I've wanted to be a bartender since I was a teenager. I've called her twice though and left messages and she hasn't called back. Hopefully she's out of town or something and will get back with me soon.
I am kind of scared to move, though. This is my first time moving out of my childhood house, plus I'll be living with my boyfriend (and another guy), which is weird too haha. I've never had a serious relationship before. But we've been together almost a year and are still happy. I'm also scared to move because I don't know this town at all and I don't have any friends here or know anybody besides Nick's friends. I know it will take getting used to and in time I'm sure it will all work out, but it still makes me nervous. Especially since I'm shy and it takes me a shile to warm up to people. I was here with Nick this weekend (why I'm able to use the internet) and we ended up going out to a bar and I just felt awkward being there. A bunch of Nick's friends and their friends were there, and I wasn't feeling well, and I felt out of place. I realized it's going to be that way for a while for me after I move there.
I still want to move, though. I do feel that I'm ready to live on my own and start a new chapter in my life.
Disney finally fired me. Too many tardies. We're only allowed 2 in a 6 week period. It really sucks, considering I had been there almost 4 years, but what can you do except move on. I got a job at FYE about a month ago, and it's fun. I get along with everybody I work with REALLY well. We're all pervs and crack jokes all the time. It's so fun. I feel bad moving away and leaving them haha.
We have a big belly dance show coming up this weekend! I'm really excited. I'm going to get a ton of pictures of course. My blog has lacked pictures lately, which makes me sad. I'm going to be in 5 numbers total, plus I'm finally doing a SOLO!!!!!! And I did all the choreography myself, too. Sooooo excited. I've never done a solo on stage before. Wish me luck! hehe
I miss you all. Hope you're all well! and hope I can talk to you soon!
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missbabyblue:
hey sweety!!! how are you??
toffee:
Good luck with the move.