summamentis

i saw my old friend tonight. she still hates me. i lied about one thing that i was ashamed of. the only thing i ever lied to her about. she still cant forgive me. she think everything about us is a lie. but the only thing that was was th afforementionied lie. i feel terrible adn i wish i could change things but i have made my chosces so there i shall lie. i wonder what i can do to make it up to her. if i could take th 1000 dollars that i spent this month on the stuff that i need this month that i need, on her i wager i would do it. but money cannot buy me friendship. once bitten twice shy. if only i could let her know how sorry i was. but she probably wouldnt believe me anyway.