sumilai

nou

I'm sick. since 4 days I'm having a really bad cold with every possible symptom. today I nearly lost my voice and feel like I would have a bad trip. my head is out of controle as it seems. but this could also be connected with my mental status. I have a mass of things to do for university and get truly depressed about it. next week I have an appointment with my lecturer to speak about my situation and if it's worth studying further. I hope she will get my point and that I'm not faking or something.
furthermore I'm in berlin next weekend to visit my sister and my mom. I hope my sister will have my set done till then so I can send it in as soon as possible.
there's only one thing I'm excited about right now, seeing my guy in march and I don't even know if this really will happen. life's shit