sully

Sometimes I feel like I am watching things happen to me through someone else's eyes. I see people pushing me, and I wonder if they are trying to push me right over the edge.
I think I have just grown tired of this place.
Although, I was confusingly happy the whole two days it rained...it wore off just as the sky cleared up. I dont feel like I belong here...and I dont think I ever have.

Im ready for a trip. I dont care where. I should go tomarrow since its my day off...sounds great.

Hey-at least I made it this time..its 1:00am.......Tuesday.

E~