sullenriot

meh, i feel sad for some reason.
I had a nice night, met my mate for a drink and it got cut short so that was rubbish, and came home to crap...so just went to my room. I just want to be hugged to death right now.

Work has been quite good, I'm enjoying it. Good banter. thats about all really, no boys/men to distract me, apart from ex's. I wish someone new would come along and make me smile and forget about them.

anyhow, this is my hair, which i dyed red, can't really tell in the picture, and I look a bit like a junkie.



I lost 5lb last week, all through not eating. i'm beginning to wonder if i should go to the doctor or if it will pass, but i can't force myself past the sick feeling. I had pizza bacause i actually felt hungry tonight, but that was my first meal since yesterday lunch time. and now i feel sick because its just there in my stomache making me feel crap.