Meh, things have been rather meh as of late. Been trying not to post because I really don't want to moan and make everyone else feel shit. I'm being all fucking emotional all the time, I keep on crying because I'd rather stand in front of a bus than face anyone...any excuse to go home. 'Cept I dont wanna leave uni because I really want to finish it, after today my VR Tutor gave me a total confidence boost saying that my ideas were excellent and original...HA..
...and the fact that I shouldn't limit myself to just fashion or lingerie because my ideas have been excellent, but ideas wont get me the mark, so I have to go and do it, never really done a proper fine art peice like.
But she fully encouraged me to do what I want to, Because I've been developing lace designs through my collection brief, I've started doing lace stencils, and some flocked style stencils (i may scan some), anyhow, I've blown these images up and projected them onto card and traced round it, so I've got to cut them out...inspired by banksy and the hypocrite that he is, I've been researching him and Todd Boontje for Visual Research and I am really interested in stencil graffiti art...but most of it is male dominated, and I aint no feminist...but I thought it would be awesome to go paint the town pink...seen as carlisle is an absolute fucking dive, I have decided as part of my VR to go out and make the buildings pretty with my stencils and pink spray paint. Heh. I hope it works out, I hope I actually get off my sad lazy arse and do this. I'm possibly going to continue it in my 3rd year studies but in larger scale, different locations etc. decorating buildings. I much prefer this to fashion design.
I basicly cant go out because I've got so much work to do, and no money...FUCKING Urban Outfitters sales are cunts ain't they. Although I was proper chuffed when that Little Black Dress that I thought was 68 was actualy 19....now takes pride of place in my wardrobe along with my red peep toe stillettos that Katie bought me (which I'm wearing to Nightmare Of You next week...good/bad idea?)
I took Larry out for his birthday ( i may explain the whole larry situation when I have the time or patience, its a sickeningly sweet story). We went to ad lib and had some yum food, we basicly had a lazy week. Its his birthday today and I feel bad for not being there, but he was over the moon with what I got him. And I got myself a monsterism...woot!
...and the fact that I shouldn't limit myself to just fashion or lingerie because my ideas have been excellent, but ideas wont get me the mark, so I have to go and do it, never really done a proper fine art peice like.
But she fully encouraged me to do what I want to, Because I've been developing lace designs through my collection brief, I've started doing lace stencils, and some flocked style stencils (i may scan some), anyhow, I've blown these images up and projected them onto card and traced round it, so I've got to cut them out...inspired by banksy and the hypocrite that he is, I've been researching him and Todd Boontje for Visual Research and I am really interested in stencil graffiti art...but most of it is male dominated, and I aint no feminist...but I thought it would be awesome to go paint the town pink...seen as carlisle is an absolute fucking dive, I have decided as part of my VR to go out and make the buildings pretty with my stencils and pink spray paint. Heh. I hope it works out, I hope I actually get off my sad lazy arse and do this. I'm possibly going to continue it in my 3rd year studies but in larger scale, different locations etc. decorating buildings. I much prefer this to fashion design.
I basicly cant go out because I've got so much work to do, and no money...FUCKING Urban Outfitters sales are cunts ain't they. Although I was proper chuffed when that Little Black Dress that I thought was 68 was actualy 19....now takes pride of place in my wardrobe along with my red peep toe stillettos that Katie bought me (which I'm wearing to Nightmare Of You next week...good/bad idea?)
I took Larry out for his birthday ( i may explain the whole larry situation when I have the time or patience, its a sickeningly sweet story). We went to ad lib and had some yum food, we basicly had a lazy week. Its his birthday today and I feel bad for not being there, but he was over the moon with what I got him. And I got myself a monsterism...woot!
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bluesbrother:
Stick in there girl, it'll be worth it in the end.
itachi:
DO IT!!!! don't drop out!!