sullenriot

I need a bag...ok i dont need it but i want it.

I cant have a crap bag on my birthday. grrrr.

this one


or this one


no doubt I'll loose it depending on how drunk i get.

I didnt think I was gonna be here on wednesday but I've hada big argument with my mum...no...SHE'S had an argument with me...she did apologise but I'm getting a bit fucked off because i love her BUT she pushes me and pushes me and then it all goes wrong and I lose it then I get the blame. Then Katie and Hannah said that I should really stay here and go home on thursday. Although if I stay here I wont get lucky because theres a distinct lack of men in carlisle. or boys.

I ended up going round to house 132...I am an honorary member, apparently I dont know what that means but they adopted me...its all cool. Katie and I were gonna bmx it up to tesco to get some chocolate then I was gonna sew her extensions back in...but I have no breaks on my bike so I was gonna have to get on the back of her...then I couldnt because I was wearing heels and no one has size 3 feet god damn them. so no chocolate for us. boo.

I think me ex is trying to wooooo me back, he keeps on doing things that give me a tickly feeling. And part of me wants it....but is it too late? I dont know, just the past couple of weeks he's really been there for me when I've had no one...but I know if i got back with him it would drive me crazy...I doooooont know!

examples of sweet things....every time I log on to myspace theres a bulletin with my name on it...despite the fact that most of his mates hate me because of certain rumours due to an ex arrrgh

"FAO Jade
Body: Im sick

Want u 2 b here!!

I have a stash of koala bear hugs 4 u!!

Love u kid x

"Dont ever change, we can still sail the sevens seas 2gether!""