sullenriot

THis girl needs a haircut...ch-check it oot.


Ha, anyway. Still severely skint. But I got a form for a hardship fund, and I've gotta go get 3 months worth of statements...so they can see that I actually have no pennies...although I kinda feel like I shouldnt have to justify my spending. ALl that is on my statements though are lots of withdrawals of 10's and 20's and I'm not sure about it because I never lift money out, i usually pay by card.

Anyhow, the wonderful hannah made me tea last night and we had ben & jerries for afters because I fed her last week. We're gonna make it a weekly occurance and alternate...so next week she's having baked potatos and tuna with tescos cheesecake...get me strethiing out the boat...wont be as good as the tomato sauce with prawns, mozarella andgarlic on pasta i made last week.

I feel bad, mainly because I've been guilt tripped about missing the last 2 nights out, everyone keeps on offering to pay for me...but I CANT handle other people paying my way....its kind of, ah i dont know, its not a nice feeling. I promised I would go out on friday for Bexy girls birthday.

I'm also waiting for the box to send my i pod back because it keeps on freezing and its bloody annoying, and the battery is well guff.

ah well...i've actually been doing college work, loads of embroidery and design development for lingerie....its gonna cost 22 a fucking metre for the fabric i wanna use....argh...luckily enough I have a lingerie pattern cutting book so I can do my patterns for them tomorrow!