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Sunday May 01, 2011

Apr 30, 2011
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I'm sorry I haven't written in a while, I've been really sick.....

I don't really have any updates on anything.....

Tonight I think Rob's true colors are coming out but I don't know for sure. The last text I received from him was at 5:40 before his son showed up to his house. Let me remind you, I have NO Issues with him having a child but I did find it quite odd and very hurtful that he didn't text me once tonight but he had all the time in the world to be on facebook, I'm not checking up on him or "stalking" if you will, it's just every time I would log into facebook there was another new post. I don't know if I am being overly dramatic or if I am being overly sensitive but I refuse to be treated like this once again by some douche bag asshole. I already may a promise to myself that I am not putting up with anything like this ever again. I didn't think I would get as hurt as I am now but....... I am...... and it hurts pretty bad. frownfrownfrown

I'm not sure what to do at this point..... I didn't even receive a good night like I normally do from him, it's like I don't even exist in his world tonight. He even wrote me a poem this afternoon and now this? I just don't get why guys do this. We aren't together, so I don't know why I am feeling this way? *smh*.............
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witchartist:
Follow your heart...quiet your mind and listen to what your heart tells you. I wish you good luck and peace. I know we just "met" here, but I could do a Rune reading for you...they are llike the Tarot and it may give you some insight. I love your pics and will do a drawing for you. And don't give up on all men...some of us are pretty decent...a few, but we are here for you. Take care and stay safe. xoxoxoxo
Apr 30, 2011
nukdookum:
It sounds like he thinks about you a lot. He wrote you a poem, he sent a text to you to tell you he was thinking about you. And then his son arrived, at which point he dedicated himself to his son and (I'm guessing) occasionally posted to Facebook. Are you jealous of his son, jealous of the time he spent on Facebook, or angry that the poem and text were not enough display of affection for one day?

I'm not sticking up for him. If you have a standing "text me goodnight" tradition, then he definitely dropped the ball. My question to you is, did you send him any texts letting him know you cared about him? Ask yourself: "Why am I so upset about this?" and "What is it about his behavior that I fell threatens our relationship?". You're obviously thinking that his actions show he doesn't care, but I think he does, just perhaps doesn't understand how much you need to be told.
May 1, 2011

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