Today was kind of strange......
It's been about a week since I have been on SG, it gets extremely difficult to do the things you love when you are exhausted for days work. Waking up at 4 am, going to work, coming home and trying to get things taken care of before 9 pm really takes a toll on someone.
Today I went with my mom to show houses to two of her clients, found out that they are married and my age. By the end of the night I got really depressed because I am 26 about to turn 27 with a boyfriend who doesn't want to get married and who doesn't have the desire to find a new job. I understand the economy is shitty but I was able to find a job regardless! so why can't he. So I have had absolutely no desire to do anything since I got home, I took a bath and I e-mailed a friend of mine that I don't get to talk to very often and now i am blogging, that is really about it. I understand that my time will come to get married and buy a house but that isn't the point and I am sure some of you know that.
Work has been good, hard, but good. I finally got caught up yesterday before the end of the day which is a big deal. Found out that a co-worker of mine may not be coming back for a while, apparently he is in the hospital and not sure why either, so I am keeping him in my prayers.
Anyways, I think I am going to bed now, it's been a long, depressing day. Hopefully I feel better in the morning.
Until Next Time SG..... *hugs and kisses*
It's been about a week since I have been on SG, it gets extremely difficult to do the things you love when you are exhausted for days work. Waking up at 4 am, going to work, coming home and trying to get things taken care of before 9 pm really takes a toll on someone.
Today I went with my mom to show houses to two of her clients, found out that they are married and my age. By the end of the night I got really depressed because I am 26 about to turn 27 with a boyfriend who doesn't want to get married and who doesn't have the desire to find a new job. I understand the economy is shitty but I was able to find a job regardless! so why can't he. So I have had absolutely no desire to do anything since I got home, I took a bath and I e-mailed a friend of mine that I don't get to talk to very often and now i am blogging, that is really about it. I understand that my time will come to get married and buy a house but that isn't the point and I am sure some of you know that.
Work has been good, hard, but good. I finally got caught up yesterday before the end of the day which is a big deal. Found out that a co-worker of mine may not be coming back for a while, apparently he is in the hospital and not sure why either, so I am keeping him in my prayers.
Anyways, I think I am going to bed now, it's been a long, depressing day. Hopefully I feel better in the morning.
Until Next Time SG..... *hugs and kisses*
eroticgeek:
I hope things improve for you *hugs* Do not rush your life. Those things are big steps. I just got out of an engagement, which I know now looking back was a mistake. I am in a new relationship. We are thinking of buying a home. Some are just ready before others. Just make sure of that. That you are ready. That is what is important. Live life with no regrets! 
indiebuddhist:
I hope you feel better soon.