I hate being a girl, I am too damn emotional and tend to say stupid shit all time BECAUSE I am too damn emotional, I am so tired of it! 
Tonight Tiger and I talked and I wanted to go see him tonight but we ended up getting into this heated discussion over stupid shit and the conversation ended in "I'll talk to you tomorrow" and me in fucking tears. I have noticed that every month is different with my birth control and it drives me bonkers, one month I will be super happy nothing can bring me down and then the next month I will be a roaring bitch
and everyone hates me. I should probably be more supportive, especially with what just happened and the fact that he lost his job but sometimes it's hard when he has an attitude all the time! I know it doesn't help when my moods flip flop, I know it's not only my birth control but my bipolar as well 
I hate it, I never know what is going on anymore with me.
I have also noticed he isn't being supportive of me..... I don't know what to do...... He says he is being supportive but it sure as hell doesn't seem like it. I don't know
Tonight Tiger and I talked and I wanted to go see him tonight but we ended up getting into this heated discussion over stupid shit and the conversation ended in "I'll talk to you tomorrow" and me in fucking tears. I have noticed that every month is different with my birth control and it drives me bonkers, one month I will be super happy nothing can bring me down and then the next month I will be a roaring bitch
and everyone hates me. I should probably be more supportive, especially with what just happened and the fact that he lost his job but sometimes it's hard when he has an attitude all the time! I know it doesn't help when my moods flip flop, I know it's not only my birth control but my bipolar as well I hate it, I never know what is going on anymore with me. I have also noticed he isn't being supportive of me..... I don't know what to do...... He says he is being supportive but it sure as hell doesn't seem like it. I don't know
heartbaker:
I was the same way until I got on Zoloft. Maybe you should try some new medication
grfstrider:
Sound like the Meds are unbalanced, I am both bipolar and ADHD. I know what Its like when meds aren't working right. I highly recomend you going to a doctor and say, "hey I beleive that the stuff I am taking isn't working right". And If the doctor doesn't listen find one that will. I strongly beleive after all you have said that it is the Meds you are taking that is the problem and not you.