suissepirate

Today my family had a graduation party for me. It was good. All of my best frinds from around here came, including my exboyfriend.

Since I have been home in Maine I have been trying to deal with the fact I broke up with him and what it means. We were together for over five years. He has been such a big part of my life and when I'm here I don't know how to deal with not being with him. It is much easier when I am 200 miles away. I feel like such a bitch for breaking up with him, but I know he didn't treat me well when we were together. I guess I just wish our relationship could have been as perfect as I wanted it to be, as perfect as he seemed to think it was. I'm starting to doubt my judgement becuase it's very hard not to care when I'm around him.

Alright, this is getting rather cheesy. Sorry, I'm done....