suigeneris

So, I've been in South Dakota for the last month. I grew up here but I don't come back often. Needless to say that it has be somewhat of an adjustment to be back. I experienced such mixed emotions about the whole thing. I think the conservative nature of the entire town is what is eating at me the most. It is expected that you go to school, get married, buy a house, and have a hord of babies... I'm not feeling that. Well, I'm out of here in a few days. I think part of me will be sad. I'm not good at leaving people behind but that's what I've been doing my whole life. One of my best friends confronted me with that tidbit last night. Shit. What do you say to something like that? I've got the devil in me and he wants to do some living.