suiciety

in fitful dreams. i screamed your words. remembered him. inside of her. my lover gone-dripped from my lips. like liquid through me. so elusive. i drank from your hand. i drank from your mouth. you poured into me. until i was drowned. i had no breath-was drunk on you. i would have given. it all to you

in restless sleep. vision of two. i screamed your words-with hope i too. would become sacred. i too could fly. but my wings are wet. my mouth too dry. to kiss you goodbye. to kiss you